Jason was hangin with his CUZ JJ. they're soo cute!

O... how cute.... Jason cuddlin with his great grandma!

well, everyone is asleep but me. i'm just not tired yet. i got done putting jason to sleep a few mins ago and darrens out. so i'm on the computer.... doin nothin. lol. i'm trying to find some good songs to put on here, mostly just love songs... so if anyone reading this knows any good ones that i don't already have, please tell me!

so i'm kinda stuck in this weird mood right now...

i can't explain it really,

not the blues... not depressed... not sad...

i mean i'm happy...

maybe i'm just feeling tired. i don't know...

i'll feel better in the morning

:-)

just chillin with the baby.....

SO one night i was up with Jason and i saw Darren like this and i took a pic of him... then i looked at Jason and he was making the same face!

like father....like son

sooo cute!

OK....

so i've had this so called "ear infection" for about 3 weeks, and it still hurts! i've already gone to the ER... they told me that my ear was about to errupt and didn't send me home with anything but numbing ear drops. so it hurt like heck and the drops helped very little. BUT my ear still hurt!
then i went back to the hospital and the doc told me that my ear drumb was errupting but wasn't all the way... so i told him that i was in real pain and he gave me antibiotics, pain pills, and a butt shot.
so i took the antibiotics twice a day like they said and the pain pills when ever i couldn't take the pain... but the pills soon ran out and i still hurt!
AHHH!! so now... thursday i called the ear specialits in Carson City, because they come to fallon, but the earliest i could get in would be next friday! total crap, so i asked for an earlier date, now i'm going to go to Carson City on monday morning so i can get checked out.
i hope things don't go permentnt cause i still cant hear all the way out of my ear.
i can sleep better at night but i'm still waking up because of the pain. it's not consistant like before but i have these sharp hard pains every so offten.
hope i get better soon.

Touchdown!!!

that's my lil boy

What a CUTE! lil man!

my lil pumpkin!

These are the best pics, I thought, of Jason

and all of my family

Jasons Blessing Day

These are pics of Jason the day we had his baby blessing. He's such a stud! I'm so glad I was able to make it. I got a real bad ear infection a day or so before sunday and was hurting sooo bad. But Darren gave me a blessing, and then my dad and him gave me another one. I'm pretty sure that's the only reason why I was able to make it. I'm so thankfullll for my husbend and that he's able to help me out it these kinds of situations. I love him so much!

Well heres the lil man of the day... blessed on Oct. 26th

in Fallon Nevada.

Bless this Child

Today was pretty fun. Jason and I went to the park with my sis-in-law and her kids. Jason was a little upset at first. I just think it was too bright and he was too hungry lol. but after he got fed, he settled down and started liking the day out. I think he liked it.

well... i'm just sitting here at the house holding my lil man in my lap while i blog. lol. i'm soooo lonley right now. well, lonley cause i miss my hubby. i can't wait till we go to Idaho and he starts school! cause right now, he works mon.-fri. leaving the house at 5:30am and getting home somewhere between 6 and 8pm. so i don't get to see a lot of him. he comes home, is tired, eats dinner, sits down for a while, takes a shower and then it's off to bed. at least when he's in school, he'll be rested and will get to spend more time with Jason and i.

plus>>> when we go to Idaho, i'll have friends there to hang out with. well one really lol. she's going to have her baby soon so we'll hang out and set up play dates with our kids. i do have friends here..... sister-in-laws and stuff. but.... i'm kinda shy here lol for some reason. idk. anyways,

can't wait till we get to go to meeteetse for thanxgivin! it'll be the first time my family gets to see Jason. they're all so excited! me too. but the trip...... is going to suck! 15 hours right though with just darren and i.... but with Jason, i'm sure we'll have to stop a ton and might have to stay somewhere over night half way. ugh!

other then that... the lil family is doing good. Jason is starting to sleep more during the night. he likes taking baths and showers now. and he's starting to make tons of new baby sounds. he's wanting to talk so bad... i just know it. lol

Aww! he's holding his bear!

Yesterday, I took some pics of us playing with Jason.

Just havin some fun at home...

Today was Jason's first day at Chrch!

He did such a good job. only got fussy once or twice but then went

right back to sleep when i stood up and rocked him a bit.

He's such a good little boy!

xoxox

Now it's time for a nap...